Post by blacksmith on Mar 5, 2022 19:03:07 GMT -7
Well still waiting on the doctor to get everything set up to find out if I have cancer
I have been doing a lot of thinking about this and if it has spread I know I am in big trouble
Because of covid it is taking a long time to get everything done
So I don't know if I am going to get it done in time before it spreads
If it's too late by the time I get to the doctor that is going to be hard on my daughter
My son in law is a big piece of you know what still stealing I can't catch him at it this time but I know he is the one stealing my pain meds
He got pulled over and the cop tried to but he thought he was drunk not high so didn't do anything I wish he had
Money gas pain meds everything he can get his hands on he takes
My daughter was doing good starting to see things then all of a sudden she is back believing him that it's not him
I don't want to lose her but I don't know how much more I can take
It's making me more sick
I have been doing the firewood because he won't
He won't put wood in the fire at all or clean this is up to me
My daughter broke her ankle so she can't do much but he doesn't care
Everything is to much for him because he works at a store not a hard job but if you ask him it's killing him
It's making me not even want to go to the doctors anymore I almost just want it to be over so I don't have to deal with it anymore
I am going to have to talk to the troopers again
I just don't know how to deal with this if the troopers won't do anything
I am going to start building a cabin for just me so I don't have to live with him
They fight all the time every day
My service dog doesn't like be around the cabin anymore
Sorry I just needed to vent a little bit just getting to much for me
I can't believe someone is like him he doesn't care about everyone else
He took my fast acting sugar I keep for if my sugar goes to low
He is in my stuff all the time my sugar dropped to 56 so I went to get my glucose tablets the fast acting sugar and it was all gone so I sed something the next day and it wasn't me is all I got
I know I can't kill him but I think he will me with taking my meds
I can't find my heart diabetic or pain meds and can't go get more this month
I have some at a friend's place I am hoping it will get me through
I have been doing a lot of thinking about this and if it has spread I know I am in big trouble
Because of covid it is taking a long time to get everything done
So I don't know if I am going to get it done in time before it spreads
If it's too late by the time I get to the doctor that is going to be hard on my daughter
My son in law is a big piece of you know what still stealing I can't catch him at it this time but I know he is the one stealing my pain meds
He got pulled over and the cop tried to but he thought he was drunk not high so didn't do anything I wish he had
Money gas pain meds everything he can get his hands on he takes
My daughter was doing good starting to see things then all of a sudden she is back believing him that it's not him
I don't want to lose her but I don't know how much more I can take
It's making me more sick
I have been doing the firewood because he won't
He won't put wood in the fire at all or clean this is up to me
My daughter broke her ankle so she can't do much but he doesn't care
Everything is to much for him because he works at a store not a hard job but if you ask him it's killing him
It's making me not even want to go to the doctors anymore I almost just want it to be over so I don't have to deal with it anymore
I am going to have to talk to the troopers again
I just don't know how to deal with this if the troopers won't do anything
I am going to start building a cabin for just me so I don't have to live with him
They fight all the time every day
My service dog doesn't like be around the cabin anymore
Sorry I just needed to vent a little bit just getting to much for me
I can't believe someone is like him he doesn't care about everyone else
He took my fast acting sugar I keep for if my sugar goes to low
He is in my stuff all the time my sugar dropped to 56 so I went to get my glucose tablets the fast acting sugar and it was all gone so I sed something the next day and it wasn't me is all I got
I know I can't kill him but I think he will me with taking my meds
I can't find my heart diabetic or pain meds and can't go get more this month
I have some at a friend's place I am hoping it will get me through